LITO part 4

I saw Axel walking over to his bed and sat down, his back to me. I muted all the sound i made, in fear that he would hear me. Damn.I wish i could turn invisible, it would make things so much easier. He sighed an fell on his side, i stood at the side of the bed looking at him. He must of  seen my shadow, because he turned around. In his wide, supised eyes i could see.... tears?? Axel quickly reacted,"I-i wasnt crying!! you know when you yawn, tears come into ur eyes!!"
  I squinted and pushed him on his side. " What the hell?? Your supposed to be the person without emotion, without fear!! A person who dosnt give a shit about other people!!" I shouted. Axel didnt look me in the eye he couldnt even look at me. A silence washed into the room, finaly he spoke" Your right, I shoudnt care that Marluxia's fucking you every night." Axel's voice cracked throughout the sentence. " Why the fuck would i want to do that pervert?!" my shout almost came out as a growl. Axel still looked down. I grabed his hand without thinking, he flinched at the touch but didnt pull away. " Dont worry" i said quitly said as i left the room.
     In my past something like that happened. He was a gang leader, he sighed into my fase. i could smell a stale sent of smoke. He ran his fingers through my black as he spoke" Neral, you must remain loyal to me if you want me.. you know that dont you." My head hung low "What makes you think i have forgoten that?" I asked. " i saw you.... he..... you know what he did!!" He yelled, so loud to wake the people in the apartments. " is all a big misunderstanding!! My love belongs to you.!" i snaped. I could feel his anger pulceing out of his body. He lashed out his arm and scratched me on my cheek. "fine." he said as he stalked off, im gessing to rob a store again. My almost black eyes shone in the moon light as burning tears rolled down my face.